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In the Name of Jesus Christ, Dear Fellow Redeemed, How would you describe your spiritual life as a child of God?
Is it a bed of ease or a continual battle? As the Apostle Paul
approached the end of his earthly life, he said: “I have fought the
good fight.” From these words we learn two things about Paul, the
Apostle of Christ: First, He was a fighter; Second, He was
a good fighter.
DO YOU KNOW PAUL’S BATTLE?
Every true Christian knows of such a battle within him or her. The old Adam wants to rise up and throttle the life out of the new Man, which fights against the lusts of the old Adam. If a person says he is a Christian and that he feels nothing in his heat except true love and devotion to God and his fellowman, he is a liar and no Christian at all! He is such a liar that he has deceived even himself and the truth of Christ is not in him! Sometimes, while under the influence of God’s Word and the company of Christian friends our inner man seems so strong, doesn’t he? We almost think that the old, sin-nature is dead. But soon some denial of ourselves is asked of us, and we say: “I’ve done enough, let someone else do it!” In moments of strength we bear the cross which God chooses to lay upon our faith. But when He comes with a cross which seems to take every earthly joy from us, and gives us physical suffering and misery instead, then it becomes difficult to pray, “Lord, YOUR will be done!” And the battle wages on between faith and fear, hope and despair. II. But Paul speaks of the cost of his battle and its distress when he cries out in v. 24: “O wretched man that I am!” Do you know the distress of this battle? The apostle faced death again and again without a whimper. He was often in weariness and pain from hunger, thirst, nakedness and cold, because of his preaching of the gospel in a hostile world. But we don’t read that he cried out in those times. It was this battle of the inner man of faith against the fleshly nature that almost crushed him. It was this battle in the life of Paul that made him cry out: “O wretched man that I am!” We should see from this what a fearful, costly, and distressing fight this is! If you are only a little troubled by this inner battle, or you picture yourself as almost “cleaned up” since you first knew Jesus, then there is reason to doubt the safety of your saving faith. For the stronger the Christian, the greater will be his awareness and sincere distress over the battle which is being waged within as he recognizes the power of his sinful nature. Luther tells us that the battle within, between flesh and spirit, between faith and unbelief was so severe at times that he came close to dying from grief and despair. This is why the Bible speaks of this struggle as a “crucifixion of the flesh, and as “self-denial.” Some have thought they could win this battle against the sins of the flesh by cutting themselves with knives, or starving themselves. But this is not God’s will for His believing children. Rather He wants us to crush our pride! He wants us to put the run on our laziness in His service! He wants us to say nothing but “NO!” to the jealousy and covetousness of our flesh, and “NOTHING DOING!” to its every request. Why do we sing, “O Christ, have mercy on us! O Lord have mercy upon us”? Why do we pray, “Forgive us our trespasses”? Why do we plead with our God: “Lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil”? It’s all because of this wild beast, this fleshly nature dwelling within us, that continually prevents us from doing the good which our new nature would do. No wonder Paul cried out: “O wretched man that I am.” III. Paul realized that he could not gain the victory by his own strength. He saw his weakness and threw himself entirely upon his Savior, Jesus Christ, and the forgiveness that is in His blood. This is the way God wants us to win the victory also — for there is no other way! As Paul did, we also are to give all glory to God alone. John writes in his second epistle: “This is the victory that overcomes the world, even our faith.” — Faith, not in ourselves, but in God’s grace; in His power, in His gospel-word! Our faith protects us because it trusts in the message of forgiveness
which is the gospel of Christ. This gospel is “the power of God unto
salvation, to everyone who believes” — as Romans 1:16 declares.
“With might of ours can naught be done!” But looking to our
Redeemer, Who died for us and redeemed us unto God, and who preserves us
through His precious Word and Sacraments, we will be held up on the battlefield.
May each of us know and share this greatest battle with the Apostle Paul and all the believing saints. Then, by God’s continued grace, when our end comes, we too may say with Paul: “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race,
Amen.
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